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paranoiagivesmethecreeps
01 August 2009 @ 02:06 am

i think i wanna go riding again... but when? when? when?....  AHHHHHH.... we go and take my stuff tuu sambil sambil we go riding kk... set?? sett someone?? lolx... =)
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Merah - Ku Pendam Rahsia
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
30 July 2009 @ 01:52 am


webcamming with ms sepet over here.. haha! oops! =x...
2 'desperados'.... hahaha...
makcik... go and install ur webcam leh... pretty pleaseee... not fair! =(... hahaha...
i know la you're pretty! ahhaa... blush blush! heehee.. :D ''thick skin''...

hmm... i dunno wat else to blog... im so pissed since 2 days ago... right till now... when i think about it.. it effing lame la... pleasee... stop the nonsense okay... immature... that's wat you truly are...

went fishing yesterday... din have any luck.. i din get any fish! =(... nvmm i'll go there again.. heh.. =)

ayu bestie showed me something that made me soo jakun... its hilarious.. the display pic that can move... haha!... omg.. i keep changing pics... LOL...

will head to swimming complex later... and gym in the evening... its been a while since i last train.. haha... lazy bum! ;)

okay2.. i gtg now... this microsoft update is killing me... 5 mins update -_-.... bye pple..


oh ya.. i miss you too NurMaisarah Shaid.. =)
 
 
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Pussycat dolls - Happily never after
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
25 July 2009 @ 02:01 am

       

I'm neither searching for the eclipse or praying to GOD.. im actually looking at the fishing rod.. haha...

wells... went fishing with close peeps at pasir ris park... received information from man that this place is good.. but unfortunately for us.. we didnt get alot of fish.. it was a ROUNDY journey from bt batok to pasir ris... sent hafiz to nyp.. fetch azlan at nyp... search for a ESSO petrol station... from yck to ang mo kio to lornie road.. damn! and the petrol is running low... end up.. went to elias rd to fill it up... then, went to changi village next... bought fishing stuffs and some food.. then search for the carpark... this part is the ''best''... we went to carpark C.. then to B... then to C.. then to A.. then to D then E and finally F since E's carpark have to pay.... heehee...  settled down.. then the exciting part happen.. FISHING! waited and waited and waited... till finally i gt some catch... and unfortunately for the fish, it din eat my bait.. the hook pierced through its eyes... im soo sorry fishy! :(.. heehee... to sum it all up.. the fish was given to a stray cat... =\..

at night... went to a different spot.. finally got a bite.. a so called big one... its a ''satu tanda'' fish... the pic is at FB... after that sent bob and lan to pasir ris station.. went to changi village again to buy dinner at 11+.. went to find more baits at loyang point, shop n save closed...  =(... tot of meeting someone... called her.. but i think she's asleep.. guess next time yea..  you know who you are... =)
then gt baits at pasir ris central and we started back fishing... ard 3-4 am... din get any luck.. so we decided to move to bedok jetty... end up... we din get any luck either.. sigh!... we stayed there till 11+ then we pack up and went home.. it was tiring... reached home.. i went online.. and i slept while chatting with my friends.. haha.. sorry yea! =(

dats the end of the trip story... well.. 2 of my friends went to tekong just now.. wish them luck.. all the best yea guys!... hope you'll stay fit and managed to overcome all the pain and hardship over there... :)... well... on 14th sept... it'll be my turn... woohoo!.. i cant wait.. its gonna be a new life... with new friends... getting shouted and punished by the sergeant there... omg.. i just cant wait! heeheee.. :)...

wells.... i need to get my psp back... i kinda miss it alr... heh... will get it back anytime soon..

i need to get some sleep... eyebags are so heavyyyyyyyy... =\

 
 
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: ST12 - Isabella
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
16 July 2009 @ 06:46 pm

Hey guys and girls.. let me get this straight... im single.. im over with the past.. its done and dusted... i dont wanna elaborate more.. i just wish her all the best for her future.. so yea... im happy with life... im over you.. i know YOU will be reading this... im happy with life right now... really happy... :D

i've been getting darker as days goes by.... went swimming.. so yea.. and i've managed to stop drinking redbulls... pheew.. thank god! =)

i've got nothing much to say... what i heard is maybe, i'll be moving house... from bb to sembawang area?.. its like.. omfg?! i just hope it wont be happening... so many memories here and many many friends...

i wanna start back bowling... its been a while since i've use my own equipment to bowl... and maybe golf and tennis too..
im just too bored at home.. hahaa... just on my laptop.. or either went down slack with friends... im like a person with no future ahead..

what will i do after ns? school? work? if i wanna sch, i've to start thinking about the hardness and toughness of life... i need to do a portfolio if i wanna go to the school and the course that i want... if i work, i'll only get a few ks per month... it wont be enough.. i've to upgrade myself.. i will.. :D

i've been contacting someone back... who is so special to me since last yr September... i can only say that i regret, i truly regret, i truly regret.... dats all.. =(
 
 
 
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Daughtry - No Surprise
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
10 July 2009 @ 11:55 pm

I think i cant eat kfc chicken alr.... i ate 2 pc.. and my head is spinning... omg!... is it because of the fats? or the oils?... only god knows.. =\??
i cannot eat it anymore.... maybe no more kfc chicken for me..it made me feel like spinning and golek2 myself around house.. haha!...




AND..... THIS STUPID DRINK... .... its soo addictive... im getting so hyper... im jumping around my room.... its like i need at least a can to start the day or to end the night.. weird huhs.. i know... =\....


im all messed up.. but im happy!... =D


Gonna do some princess-like baju raya search for someone next week.. heehee... =)
 
sayonara everyone...

GOODBYE PAST!... AND HELLO FUTURE! =D
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
09 July 2009 @ 03:53 am

ARGH!!... i just cant stop laughing watching this vid... its because of the falls ( concentrate on the 2nd fall ).. and these two asshole laughters! =)





GOODBYE PAST, HELLO PRESENT & FUTURE!
 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Copeland - Brightest
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
07 July 2009 @ 01:11 pm









                       Every step you climb another mountain
                  Every breathe its harder to believe

 

                        There are no boundaries 

 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
06 July 2009 @ 02:41 am

A POEM FROM SOMEONE, I'M NOT SURE WHETHER SHE REMEMBER IT OR NOT, SHE MADE IT...


Nothing beats the morning sun

When angels set out; they scour for lost souls and vice

As they land into your arms, you cry for your demise

Soft as a feather, pure as their wings, is the silent propensity for love

Of all the cyanide things, you lost hope above?

Do not fear as it will consume

Set your mind straight, prepare for doom

For all things come to an end, but you pray this wouldn’t

Truly, nothing beats the morning sun, like the reflection of thee into my heart

Even when miles apart

Maybe when the stars plunge down and the earth blankets the sky

In proximity I will be, just to hear your sigh...



REMEMBER??... I SAID IT WAS A NICE POEM WITH 'CHIM' WORDS.. AND IT TOOK 26 MINUTES FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND IT... =)
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Wali Band - Cari Jodoh
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
18 June 2009 @ 05:11 pm


MY ONE AND ONLY CRAZY ADIK...

wanna know something...  she say... i remind her of well.. DAVID COOK...

HAHA.. ROFL i knowww.... me and david cook is like... a prince and a toad... and david's the toad... HAHA,.. jk jk...

the chubbyness or watsoever... haha!... adik adik.... u just know how to make me happy yea...

eventhough we're not related or wat... you're always gonna be my adik... :)
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Knock You Down - Keri Hilson ft Neyo & Kanye West
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
16 June 2009 @ 06:59 pm

In life, everything happens for a reason... HE brings us together... tear us apart... If ade jodoh, insyallah we'll meet again... im happy if you're happy with ur life right now... not all things will go the way we wanted it to be.. I have to leave... i cant stand all the shits you've been giving me.. its hurtful and the final words u said really brings me down.. i feel devastated... ''GET LOST!".... do u know how hurtful it is when the one that u love tells u that when u din even do anything wrong, u just tell wats in ur heart...  you want me to change... i've tried... but in the end... all go down to the drain.. u din appreciate it at all.. but alhamdullilah.. i've change, it made me a better person... i've bring myself closer to ALLAH... i will pray for u.. just for u to change ur attitude which is getting worse and worse... i really cant stand it... my friends say im stupid, useless because im too patient.... no matter how many ''shits'' u gave me.. i'll still be around you because i love you that very much... i know its my mistake that we broke up.. i wanna mend things... u just din give me the chance... so all i have to say is.. i'll not contact u again... i'll move on... and i hope u're happy..we can never ever be normal friends cos we cant even talk as per normal.... one conversation = uncountable misunderstandings and fights...  i'll change.. and i just hope u'll change too.. gdbye love.. gd luck in watever u are doing or gonna do in the future... i wish u all the very best in life... sorry for leaving just like that.. i had to... the pain is unbearable... but i guess you dun care if i told u also.. =\

  NK STEP FIERCE JE AKU... HAHA!...
 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: I Will Be - Leona Lewis
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
01 June 2009 @ 11:07 pm
                                                     

                                             me n first bro....

last friday is my bdae... well i went to swensens to eat with my family... thanks for the wishes lovely pple.... the 2 presents i want is for maisarah hassan to be back into my arms once again and brownies from sakeenah! =)... although i still haven receive both presents,  im quite happy la.... but the saddest part is i din get to spend my birthday with someone special... haix.. nvm... i guess i'll celebrate with her on other days... oh ya... me n her made a deal that im gonna lose weight.. she said that i've gain weight siA!.. WTF... so nvm... i'll show her the difference.... haha... in one n a half months time... starting today.. i went swimming in the morning.. then jog at night.... tmr i'll be going to the gym then jog at night again.. wednesday will be skipping and jog.. i need to watch my diet... haix.. nvm... 15 july is the day.. and u peeps shall see the difference too kays! hehe... i've met maisarah for a few times.. and my god.. she's getting more n more pretty.... i just want one thing dear... i hope u could give me a chance to love u right again... i just cant get over you... i love you... past present future... u can say that im mad.. but i just follow what my heart says.. heh.... i just love you soo much... hmmm.... please... a chance.... its like im begging you.. i just want you back... i hope i can be the one who hold the key to ur heart who doesnt want to accept my love for u YET!!.... haix!.. tsk tsk!...

tats all i wanna update guys.... i will be busy with my loooooong plan.. hehs.... and im sure gonna cut my hair... its bloody hell long alr.. and i will trim it... hehs... they say my current hair.. plus my pretty boy face.... looks like my mum! -.-.... TOOT eh! haha....  im gonna cut my hair just like the pic below...



she say its nice.. so yea! im gonna cut like this,. heh.. :P... goodbye long hair.. and hello jambol with short hair! ^_^...

sayonara everyone...

to maisarah hassan : i love you so much dear.... i just miss the times we shared together last time... i just want you back... insyallah.... and ur mum likes me... and my mum likes u... so.. harap2 menjadi la ye.. ahaha! your name have been permanently engraved on my heart... =D
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Sudirman - Salam Terakhir
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
22 May 2009 @ 01:49 am

its nearly to a month i din update... haaa... i dunno what to update... but yea.. here it goes... been busy with work during weekends.... SO TIRING LA!... but nvm.. wanna be independent mah! hahaa!.... well... looking for a job for weekdays... i called a few companys... but they don't want... and i still haven receive my NS later yet.. WTF... how long im gonna wait sia... sheeesh!.... might as well i look for some fulltime jobs.. that can get ard 1+k a month.. and i will save that money plus that ns money... for my further studies.... gd right.. hahaa!... please NS letter... please come asap.. so that once i finish.. i can apply for full time job and part time poly.... im sooo freaking bored at home.... can die of boredom sia!... well.. friends go poly alr... ayu bestie going tmc... neighbourhood peeps working... my longest serving bestfriend is moving house... omfg!... im all alone.. haa! mcm loner ehk.. LOL!

well.... i've been thinking... in the nxt 5 years... im gonna buy a car... and if i've achieved my dreams... then i'll get married at the age of 29 or 30.... okay bujang terlajak... soo... anyone in the queue? HAHA!! =P

yvette/Isriyah gonna leave sg in 2 yrs time.. she's migrating to canada... my adik is leaving! =(... now i need to spend more time with her! hahaha!... adik.. dont leave so soon.. lolx!... but she told me that she gonna drive me ard canada.. yay! adik so gd! hehe.. :P

oh ya... im having headache... cos i drank the sweetest milk tea ever... i only drank a quarter of it... eeeewww.... diabetes!... NO!.. haha...
and me and ayu were chatting.. and suddenly the Facebook quiz answer that i took popped out... and and and... shhhhhhh eh ayu! haha!

k sayonara everyone... have a great day ahead...
 STOOPID MILK TEA...
 
 
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Enrique Iglesias ft Ciara - Takin Back My Love
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
28 April 2009 @ 01:37 am



THE LIVING LEGEND... congrats on winning the player of the year award... i know there are some criticism from the press.. but hell yeah you deserve it!.. He's been playing consistently for almost 20 years in the greatest league in the world... and have already won all the accolades...
he's the greatest ever... " GIGGS WILL TEAR YOU APART AGAIN "... =)






oh ya.. and.. psst... i miss the girl that i've never  met before.. maybe i just miss talking to her.. and chatting with her.. her laughs... the craps we talked everytime... =D... i miss the girl who said that she will make brownies for me,... =)... beautiful girl.. hehehe!



IM CRAVING FOR IT! heh heh heh..


haix.. eversince i've started working... its really hard trying to contact you.. furthermore.. with no handphone.. haix!!!!!... 

when i reach home, you dozed off alr... but nvm.. i'll try my best to reach home earlier.. =D...
 
 
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Pussycat Dolls - Jai Ho
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
27 April 2009 @ 11:38 am


JANGAN TEGUR...  i would give it a 3.5/5.... its currently the one of the better malay horror movie la.... really really better than Jangan Pandang Belakang.. the sound effects are great.. the ghost kinda look realistic... but with the normal girl standing with black long hair down... haa!... went to watch with my family after work.... it great... looking at people's reaction... haa!... i din expect it to be that lot of pple in the theatre.... it was crowded!.... even non-malays watched it.. cool huh.... okay... some of them cover their faces.. hahaha... and when the ''ghost'' appear, they will be like... '' YA ALLAH!, Subhanallah ".... my mum is one of them.. haa!.... if u guys wanna watch it... just be prepare to be scared by the sound effects every 5-10 mins...

well... during work... 2 BAPOKS went in.... i was shocked... one of them look like pure lady.... they went in to buy swimsuits.... then my boss approach them.. and wanna know something? ONE OF THEM FLASH THEIR ''TITS" at her..... it was obscene... fake breast.. haa!... she flash and say '' can i swim topless in the swimming pool?.... i dun wear a bra "... fucking hell... come on... there's alot of pple in sportslink.. including familys and children... there were even some sec sch boys who jaw dropped when they say it... WTF... haa!... and ''she'' wants to swim topless at a public swimming pool? is ''she'' nuts or wat??? sheeesh! luckily the other was soo quiet and just have a look around the shop.... but the other was feeling so happy n hyper that it really made my hair stand.. haa! its scary.. lolx! =P

okay enough of that... having break... i just sat down for 15 mins.. eating bread, then i saw this boy and his mum.. the boy was stamping his feet.... meaning he's angry cos doesnt get what he wants... tats soo me last time...  i remember that i do that most of the time when i din get wat i want... haa! omg.. im such a spoilt brat! BUT WAIT, tats last time... now if i wanna get things, im gonna work hard and get that hard earned money to buy stuffs... not gonna ask mum for $$... just be independent...   its like wat for, at this age, still getting pampered by parents... u say u want this and a few days later u get it... they bought it for u.. like OMG... till when??? after you're married?? haaAA.. 

gtg.bye.

june 5th n brownies =) =) =)
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Beyonce - Halo
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
23 April 2009 @ 01:50 am


 TIRED AND SLEEPY... 

WORK AND WORK AND WORK... EVERYDAY WORK... No time to rest.....and every weekend will be THE MOST TIRING DAYS EVER... 

must stand for 12 and 8 hours straight respectively.....

but nvm, the tiredness will be gone when i get my pay... huahuahua... =D

and and and, someone say, its alright because im working '' dengan mencari rezeki yang halal ''... =)=)=)...

kk my eyes cannot tahan alr...  its only a quarter opened... yawnz!... 

friday insyallah get pay, then buy iphone.. yay! =)... no promises... hahaha... then i'll kacau people with my new number.. heh heh heh *evil*.. haha

kbye!

june 5th and brownies! =D

i miss talking to you.... otp and msn,  you should know who you are... :D
shhhhhhhh =X

 
 
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: James Morrison - Please Don't Stop The Rain
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
16 April 2009 @ 03:40 am



R.I.P buddy.. My phone just died on me... SUDDENLY... so sorry beautiful for not replying ur msg... HAIX... i dun have an extra fone right now... cant contact anyone... and anyone cant contact me.. haha!.. well. nvm.. i guess its only for a few days... because.......insyallah... im getting an iphone.. haha.. i know its outdated.. but nvm... an iphone... is cool! :)


 :D:D:D... hahahaha!!   ^_^

June 5th & Brownies..
 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Black Eyed Peas - Boom Boom Pow
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
12 April 2009 @ 03:20 am

 ~ Khyri ~ :omg.. i cant imagine my rambut long mcm urs
ahaha
stop it seyy khyri! lolx!
 SKN:hahahaha
i can imagine!
~ Khyri ~ :lolx!!!
aahhaa
u cut my face.. then paste it kat ur pic
ahaha!
omg.. so the kedi
ahaha!
~ Khyri ~ :i mean my face confirm kedi one
ahaha
SKN:hahahaha
try ah
~ Khyri ~ :ahaha....
SKN:you use your dp peh pic and paste on my dp peh pic

AND HERE IT IS!!!!

 


HOLY SHIT RIGHT?? HAHAHA!!!

Hey beautiful, its great chatting with you... it made my day all the time! smile always okays.... take care princess =D

psst: 11 - 15 may.. =D.. one of the days...

June 5th & brownies...

OMG... gotta work at 9 later.. full shift somemore! :( and i still haven SLEEP.. SHIT... see you soon ^_^....
 
 
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: ST12 - Puspa
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
08 April 2009 @ 05:09 am

hey people... just change LJ's skin... kinda bored.. so i just pick n choose... hehs.... well... been kinda down n pissed off with life maybe... kinda feel sucky.. but i tried not to show about it.. well.. i din get to poly.... its kinda sad for me BUT  i wanna appeal for it... wish me luck kays... =D

well.. if i din get to poly.. tat means... BOTAK!!!.. SIR YES SIR... sheesh!..ns life...  for 2 freaking years..  and after that, i already have a plan, i'm gonna further studies, upgrade myself...  but then... its quite shock... that im gonna finish studying at the age of 29.... 29 sia... omg.. 29... i guess some of my friends are already married at that age.. have alot to tink about their family whereas me, just finish studying...  but gyeah... i've already plan for it.. so i must go for it... ' plan ur work, work ur plan ''.. =D =D... wish me luck again kays!
but i still haven decide which one im gonna choose... SIM or SMU... ( after 4 yrs of poly life insyallah ) any ideas guys? need a help over here... =)

PS : Beautiful girl doesnt want me to treat her '' TULANG '', she wants swensens, a home-made nasi pattaya cooked by me... and a ride around singapore... hahahah! =)


June 5th and Brownie... =D

psst = Syamilah, sorry for the delay of the chocs ( kakak suroh carik add sendiri), =(, haha!.. well you're not feeling pretty good, drink plenty of water, eat ur medicine, get well soon lil princess! =D

PSST PSST, im really angry with someone due to some reasons...  the devil strikes twice...

 haha.. this is cute! :D


 
 
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part
 
 
paranoiagivesmethecreeps
04 April 2009 @ 05:12 am

This post is dedicated to someone... She should know who she is... Cos i just wanna say this..

You're Beautiful.... Im serious... You're beautiful with that heavy make up or without it...         * wink wink *.. * kembang *... =D

OH YA.. and happy belated birthday to her mum! ^_^... ummi... and you still dunno how i knew u called ur mum that.. * kening naik turun *
                                                                               
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Firehouse - I Live My Life For You
 
 
 
 

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